Super Satisfactory!

Chapter 2

2009-10-09T23:22:00.001+08:00

Despite the fugly fugly fugly ads on livejournal,

I'm gonna put up with that.

With my Pettyfer madness being the 101st post,

I've decided it's time to mooooooooooove.

Just cos I feel like it (:

Incandescency.

mancandy

2009-10-06T13:29:00.004+08:00

Before I go into Bio mode,

I have to spaz over.

ALEX

PETTYFER

2009-10-03T12:25:00.001+08:00

How cute is thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

Mike He! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Ahh, back to Bio.

Deterrence

2009-09-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

cannot

deter

from

slacking.

wastrel

2009-09-26T15:22:00.001+08:00

How could I let it waste away?

How could I unravel like that?

Trying my best to nip it, but it's already more than a bud.

2009-09-25T00:54:00.001+08:00

You're horrid.

But I'm not any better.

"I just wanted to sleep with you"

2009-09-22T19:59:00.004+08:00

The fact that I had a permanent fiance was little compensation for his absence: I had never thought about it, but summer was Dill by the fish-pool smoking string, Dill's eyes alive with complicated plans to make Boo Radley emerge; summer was the swiftness with which Dill would reach up and kiss me when Jem was not looking, the longings we sometimes felt each other feel. With him, life was routine, without him, life was unbearable. I stayed miserable for two days.

To Kill A Mockingbird - Harper Lee

And they are only 7. How innocently adorable is that? (:

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and prezzies so far! I'm loving it :D

inconsiderate

2009-09-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

I hate neighbours who blast their music so loud the entire neighbourhood can hear them. Even when people shout 'Shut up' and 'Turn the music down!' at you. Ugh. How Kanye West-esque.

You're a redneck heartbreaker
Who's really bad at lying

So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned
You're just another picture to burn

(((:

monday blues

2009-09-14T12:18:00.002+08:00

It's the eoy period and I am sick,

again.

It feels so deja vu

cos last year, at this time,

I was sick too.

And two years back,

guess what.

I WAS SICK TOO.

It's the curse of the exams!

Therefore, exams should be banned

in order to restore my health. (:

And because I just can't get down to studying ss due to my sickness,

2009-09-13T13:38:00.001+08:00

omg, i feel so

swindled

cheated

played

used

rah.

DRAMA INDIV ON TUESDAY AND I HAVEN'T STARTED! D:

A huge breath of

2009-09-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

relief,

Sorry.

2009-08-30T22:14:00.001+08:00

If he could run marathons,

I can do it too!

Daddy said I got fat ):

Six more days, a separate marathon.

frequencyyyy

2009-08-26T22:39:00.003+08:00

I got the stupid frequency question wrong ):

But I've got better things to show!

Enter Frank Dillane,

the young Voldie in Half-Blood Prince.

He never looked this good in the movie (:

BACK TO MATH.

(eight)

Because i'm bored after tingxie :)

2009-08-18T23:35:00.005+08:00

Tom Felton is a lovely piece of man!

run baby run

2009-08-18T20:23:00.004+08:00

I JUST RAN AGAIN!

First time in a super long timeeeeee, I'm suddenly proud of myself amid all my recent academic disasters ((((((((((((((((((((:

The new Flickr format suckszx, and I'm contemplating moving to Tumblr! Comments anyone? :/

TINGXIE TOMORROW,

screwed physics spa,

smelly cat food bio spaaaa,

looking forward to the weekend!

I cannot continue failing every physics related boob! >:/

Maybe it's the distracting calculator sweeeeet.

Backbreaking

2009-08-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

I mopped the floor today!

Mummy said it was very clean!

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

My super cute junior from the NE Carnival added me on faceboooooooook :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

And to the weird guy who took pictures of me yesterday,

please stop taking pictures.

You are so freaking queer!

But if you sail away
You'll take a center peice of me

Where geeks are abundant

2009-08-12T21:43:00.004+08:00

This time,

last year.

Good memories,

f a d i n g .

Time is running out,

time is falling away with you.

Cartel someday, again.

Kkkkkkkinematics is kkkkkkkkilling me!

The North Zone NE Carnival was reaaaally tiring!

But the little boy that kept shouting 'waffles!' whenever he passed by us totally brightened our day!

I WANNA KIDNAP THEM ALL!

There was one kid that said 'konichiwa!'

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah -spazzes-

I NEED TO STEAL THOSE CHILDREN!

Amanda and Leonna from NSPS, :D

Cutest kids you could ever meet (:

AND I WATCHED TWILIGHT DURING BREAKS,

I AM,

REJUVENATED

THE

PATZ.

BACK TO WORK.

(singapore idol is the funniest shiz ever!)

save yourself all this regret

2009-08-09T10:30:00.003+08:00

Wtf? If you regret having children then just kill us already.

Just let us die,

don't buy us things,

don't pay for anything.

Let us starve,

like the children in Africa.

Cos we're not much better than them, are we?

You are a horrible old man.

If you wanna be single then just divorce your damn wife and disown your freaking children.

And save yourself all this damn regret.

Do you think by making us feel all 'sorry' for you, we'd change?

Cos we don't even feel sorry for you at all.

No wait, maybe we do.

Cos you live such a 'sad' life.

Real sad.

I think my life's real sad, being your daughter.

Ugh.

You disgust me.

Happy national day (:

2009-08-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today Dawn Lim showed us a video about penguins.

And she said,

"Penguins are not ... promiscuous."

The NE carnival training today was a complete waste of my time >:/

I hope we get cca points though!

Megan and I took really really long getting there; laughing at hwachies on the bus was fun :D

Rah, elect lit and physics test on wednesdaaaay.

3 more days,

I'm fretting over whether or not you'll remember.

2009-08-02T14:52:00.001+08:00

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters.
He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You have anointed my head with oil; My cup overflows.
Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
- Psalm 23

Today is the first day I didn't sleep in mass :D

4 more daysssssssss! (:

Kehadapan!

2009-08-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

NDP marching thingo yesterday was fun!

Cos Sophia and I kept shuttling between cca and the ndp thing, just to shout one command four times then return to the juniors :D

Dinner was boss! <3

A sore throat and aching legs, but it was fun!

Minus the fact that I was practically drowning in my size 40 shirt ):

Today was a nice day (:

So please, give me a hint
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

time and tide wait for no man

2009-07-29T18:54:00.002+08:00

RAH.

I've only just started respiration.

And I took 2 hours to draw freaking diagrams, what a waste of time!

WHY AM I WASTING TIME HERE! D:

Aaaaaaaaaah.

But I can't stop working hard,

I gotta get there!

2009-07-26T10:05:00.002+08:00

"Two men looked out from prison bars, one saw the mud, the other saw the stars."

- Frederick Langbridge

Cheerup, S.

Four years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple 'cuz I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

POP's sinking in.

Sinking in

sink

ing

Miracles

2009-07-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

No point in being all emo about it (:

I'm not as pathetic as you are!

(And that makes my day)

Today meeting xl, and listening to her talk about her past experience in snsj made me realize that even though it's not as fine and dandy as it was supposed and expected to be, it's not the end of the world; it's not the end of my passion.

Listening to her talk about her fun and tiring experience made me realize that I don't have to be as "great" as you are to make my life perfect. Because my life is imperfect, I am imperfect, you are imperfect. But at least I find happiness in my misery (:

Listening to her talk about her experience made me realize that life's not a bed of roses. But who cares if it's not. It's the life God gave to me and I'm not gonna let it go to waste, just like you did.

Even though I hate where I stand right now, I realized that God has made my life pretty darn awesome. I realize that I have family and friends, that I am not a kid in some third world country fighting hunger tonight, that I am not in a war torn place trying not to die instead of typing this out in my comfy study room.

I should stop complaining that I don't get what I deserve, cos I've already gotten so many things that I may not have deserved, and I always seem to stare at the pits in my life with self-pity and scorn. But away with that! I am not as pathetic as you are (:

And it really brightens my day to know that I have not taken the same path as you have.

Today in RCIY listening to Jude talk about how sacrifices must be made for redemption and reconciliation, I can't help but wonder if God had meant for all this to happen. All this crap that we've gone through, that we are going through; what if God had meant for this suffering to happen so that we could become closer? It's sad what this has reduced to, but at least we know in our hearts and in our minds now that we've got each others' backs for now and forever (:

Listening to Jude talk about how many miracles had occurred when his mother was gonna pass away made me appreciate everything that I have, that every single breath, every single blink is a miracle. That yesterday was a miracle, that today is a miracle and that tomorrow is a miracle. That all the complicated biological processes that take place in my body right now, are miracles.

Miracles, miracles.

We're gonna make a miracle out of this (:

Our courage will pull us through

2009-07-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train is my cause

I will travel across the land
Searching far and wide
Each Pokemon to understand
The power that's inside

Pokemon! Gotta catch 'em all!
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Pokemon!
Oh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend

Pokemon! Gotta catch 'em all!
Our hearts so true
Our courage will pull us through
You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon! Gotta catch 'em all! Gotta catch 'em all!
Pokemon!

OMG I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG.

Aaaaaaaaaaah~

-spazzes-

Qualitative analysis tmrw! D:

Qualitative analysis

2009-07-16T19:25:00.006+08:00

According to the Merriam-Webster dictionary,

Main Entry: qual·i·ta·tive
Pronunciation: \ˈkwä-lə-ˌtā-tiv\
Function: adjective
Date: 1607
: of, relating to, or involving quality or kind

Why the hell would I be interested to analyse the qualities of freaking chemicals!

RAH.

It sucks that every topic Chem is intertwined ):
QA test next week! And maybe elect. lit too?

But I should be grateful I don't have a pure humans, heh :D

Yay, today's campaign prep with Ade and crew was suuuuuper successful!

The kites are da bombz, with the uber pretty strings hanging at the end (:

Pictures soon, I promise!

Hope tomorrow's campaigning goes well (but of course it would)

GO ADE! ♥

The sky is (not) the limit!

I just fell in love with Uncyclopedia! :D

(April 20, 1910—April 30,1945) has very sexy legs. I wouldn't mind a piece of that. Mmm, mmm, good. [Citation not needed at all; thank you very much] Hitler was the Chancellor ofGermany (and Führer) from1933 — 1945. During his time in office, he socially and economically reformed Germany after the injustice of the 1919 Treaty of Versailles, established the Third Reich (Deutsches Reich), architected the Holocaust, and had three root canals as a result of his infatuous indulgence in Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.
Despite these accomplishments, he was most famous for having led Germany as an Axis power throughWorld War II, [1] or as he referred to it, The European World Tour 1939-1945, when he liberated Poland fromJewish influence, liberated France from incompetent rulers, and liberated Austria from itself. Notably, he also tried to liberate Russia from Communism and Britain from Third World domination, but was unable to do so.

He was also known for his amateur but passionate art and acting talents as displayed throughout his life in his memorable thespian service to the German war effort in World War I and in the penning and publication of his entertainingautobiography.

His efforts to promote global tolerance would earn him a Nobel Peace Prize nomination in 1939, title as Time Magazine's "Person of the Year" in 1938, and one ofPeople Magazine's "50 Most Beautiful People" for 1943. Additionally, he was leader of the National Socialist German Workers Party and vice president of the Anti-Defamation League for several years, but was removed from this office after it was discovered that he didn't pay his membership fees.

HOW

HILARIOUS

THAT!

I just realised how lucky I am God did not grant me what I had wanted.

I'm immature, and God's wisdom is far beyond what I could ever understand; comprehend.

In retrospect, I shouldn't have had such a huge reaction to what had happened. Quote physics, "every action has an equal and opposite reaction". How true.

Everything happens for a reason, and I'm glad God has led me to where I am right now. (:

Red and yellow,

If I had left for that,

I would have never met

you.

Btw, Haowen has swineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! D: Recover soon, classmate! (:

Okay bye, I'm off to study the process by which metabolic waste products and toxic materials are removed from the body of an organism!

(Aka excreeeeeetion)

RIP Chic n Cheese

2009-07-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day Chic n Cheese is ever gonna be sold.

Till the day it is revived, I will mourn it's departure.

I like the urine formation in the kidney tubules diagram.

I am damn tired.

Weeeeeekendz, why are you so evasive!

Eyes closing on me

2009-07-14T00:36:00.004+08:00

Today's SS lesson totally reminded me of SLC!

But it was so small in comparison.

Aye, I miss SLC ):

And Mabel kept putting her leg up like some ahbeng! Uncouthness, then she said I don't have to be 'couth'. HAHAHA :D

And Drama was funzzzz. MR JASON NG IS WICKED COOL! The lighting stuff was fantasmagorical, too bad we don't actually get to use it for any of our O'level pieces. But theory's better than nothing. He kept cracking lame retarded jokes that aren't very funny, but we just laugh anyway ( cos we're so nice and polite :D )

Mr Joshua Wong (or Mrs Adrian Wong) is really gay and funny too!

Ah, and this reminds me why I like drama.

Gayness is dramatic! :D

Cinnamon Melts after drama was scrumptious! The aftertaste was bitter and horrid though, but while eating, it was sweet as heaven.

I look like I put on black eyeliner now, cos of the late hours I've been sleeping.

Black eyeliner is uglehhhhh!

BY THE WAY,

I really really want this! :D

Happy birthday daddy!

2009-07-11T16:54:00.004+08:00

Thanks for being my best (and only) dad ever!

Even though you don't know that I have a blog, and hopefully never will, I still have to wish you happy birthday here! :D

Thanks for all the little sacrifices you've made all these 15 years, and every little thing you do, like tucking me in bed, or the major things you do, like buying my mac :D and for the DUKY trip!

Though you are a major MCP and have an ego as huge as my ass, you are a good father at heart.

Thanks for all the love, daddy!

Happy birthday!

Love,

your awesomest (and only) daughter ever!

Fatigued

2009-07-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

Chinese O'level oral and coord geo test tomorrow!

This cannot be happening rah!

I hope the examiners are suckers for bright smiles cos that's what I'm gonna do when I stutter and stumble ):

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME HIGH MARKS!

Oh and btw, the whole Michael Jackson craze after he's dead is sooooooo passe and overrated!

He's dead for goodness' sake. And there everyone was condemning him before he bit the dust. Hypocritesss! ( Just like in Mockingbird! :D )

MJ is a paedo! Like me! Muahahah.

I don't wanna pass in yet, it's too soon for y'all to leave ):

Okay this is so random and blah. It's the result of having too much to say after not posting for so long, but not having the time to sort out your thoughts due to the impending doom I'll be facing in less than 9 hours.

School, ftw.

Procrastination = stress

2009-06-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Today marks the start of anti-procrastination day.

Gone are my old ways of procrastinating!

Oh what am I doing now?

Procrastinating.

YCA Outing! <3

2009-06-24T11:49:00.004+08:00

Yay, yesterday we watched Drag Me To Hell! :D

Daniel Collin Yangyi Evelyn Jingkai Zhiyou Sen Zhixian Addie and Me!

Supposed to have Sherwin and Huimin too but oh well! ):

The movie was super damn retarded and we laughed at the scary parts :D

Except for Zhixian, who screamed and made the whole theatre laugh :D

And Yangyi who kept touching Jingkai :D

And Collin who kept laughing to himself when Daniel laughed, awwwww :D

And the retarded phototaking after that :D

And playing I Have Never and Truth or Dare on the MRT :D

I'm missing YCA already! ):

Can't wait for the next outing! :D

can't have your cake and eat it

2009-06-22T11:42:00.001+08:00

Feeling horrid now ):

Really really horrid.

You took it away from me.

When it was supposed to be mine.

But I wouldn't have given up what I chose.

Cos I can't have my cake and eat it.

Post about DUKY tonight, I promise!

Who are we are we are we! 15th 15th SLC! <3

2009-06-06T12:38:00.006+08:00

I LOVE 15TH SLC! :D

(Junhao, Khai, Kiki, Alicia, Daniel, Zhiyou, Ben)
(Jega, Yihong, Me, Jianle)
(Shimin, Joey)

S, U, P, E, R! Super is what we are!
L, Y, R, A, E! Lyrae is what we are!
Super super!
Lyrae Lyrae!
Super Lyrae!
Lyrae Super!
:D
Lyrae, the best health faculty ever! :D

Lol, it's Sherwin! :D
Nobody wants to stalk you, tsk!

Addie, dimplefaced! :D

Me, Daniel the superstar and Collin! :D

WHEEEEEEEEE!

The superstar again!
See Ben's cool leather jacket! :D

Y C A! :D

Outing again soon guys! :D
And more pics coming, wheeeeeeeeeeee!

6 days!

2009-06-01T22:01:00.011+08:00

6 more days to DUKY! Whoooooo!

Btw this is THE official New Moon trailer, hope you enjoy it though there's definitely not enough rpattz in it.

Btw, he won in MTV Movie Awards! :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Hwachong SLC tomorrow and I haven't packed for UK / picked up Nat's invest u.

Aaaaaaaaaaah.

Math homework is due tomorrow too!

IMM and Science Centre today was so retarded.

And Singapore has 7 swiney cases >:/

why can't i

2009-05-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

HATE

YOU.

Okay fine I don't but I really hate what you keep trying to do.

It's disgusting and I'm not poor in my studies like you are.

Go eat your shit.

SHURON! :D

2009-05-19T00:40:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday Sharon and Shubs!

Or put it together and you get...

SHURON!

Kekekezxzxzx :D

Pictures from Saturday's galavanting :D

Jerico eh, Shu?

ARGH, blogger is lame and won't let me upload anymore ):
The rest shall wait till tomorrow!

I just had beehoon and prata and curry and it's almost 1 and I'm bloated like a bloated cow.
Yay me.

Cos the look in your eyes

2009-05-16T00:46:00.003+08:00

Ayeeeeeeee.

Happiness and grief.
Like the two masks used to represent theatre.
I don't really know what to feel anymore,
It's really like a rollercoaster of emotions.
I don't want to try already. I don't want to take anymore of this crap.
Cos I don't think I deserve it.
But I guess it's where God wants me to be right now;
But Lord, save me from this regret,
over and over again.

(I sprained my back while doing standing broad jump, smart right.)

And yeah, I am quite buaysong about everything, cos honestly, I deserve better.
But whatever, maybe I don't.
I'm just so contradictory.
And yeah I'm just not efficient and dedicated.
And I totally wanted to break your rules.

Regretfulllllllllllllllllll.
Maybe the pastures might've been greener, sweeter on the other side.
Just maybe.

So many commitments now; I don't know if I can cope.
Being last in class for Chinese doesn't help either.
June holidays are packed to the max, and I want another commitment now.
Argh, I'm just thinking too highly of myself, like you always say.
And yeah, I've lost my confidence since I came back.
Deflated balloon, deflated balloon.

I'll never float into the sky.

I'm just so grounded,
Chained.

这里的 3 FAITH 真精彩！

2009-05-09T14:57:00.006+08:00

SEC THREE LEADERSHIP CAMPY WAMPY! ♥
I LOVE THREE FAITH AND THREE FAITH LOVES ME TOOOOOOOOO!
(pictures when I get them!)

Camp at Jalan Bahtera was firstly, a much-needed break from backbreaking school, and I was apprehensive about it at first, but! 3 Faith you're the bestest ever!
There's only a year and a half left and I don't ever want it to end!
We did CRC on the first day, which was the high elements stuffs. I did some log thingo and it was scary as hell cos I was shaking like mad so I couldn't even walk properly. But after that the adrenalin rush was like, woah. Then we went on to other stations so we just kept cheering everyone on, and we made a gazillion cheers and I can't even remember all of them now hahah. 3 FAITH IS CREATIVE YO!
We made Sulong try out CRC stuffs too! :D He did the rock wall but alas! He couldn't go very high but at least he was cool enough to try it! He even went back to change into his long pants eh! Hohoho.
And our class' shunus (Qiaoer & Celeste) all completed the rock wall! :O
I did the smaller rock wall and completed it but it was chicken feet compared to the other one.
Showering time was horrid but quite fun, cos we bathed in the open concept shower with all our clothes on. We weren't very clean, but what the heck. And dinner was not bad, but washing dishes was disgusting cos the water wasn't even soapy!
Sleeping time came, and it was nuts cos a cat squeezed through the fence thing and pooped on our stairs, and there was a dead bat on the floor. Gross, I know. And it was infested with lizards and all sorts of weird flies!

Second day was funness! We had some games at first, near our hut! Berlin & Stockholm ttm! ♥
And then was the raft game, it was quite unfair but still, WE'RE DA (WATER) BOMBSZXZX! :D
Bathed again in the open concept shower, then had campfire prep!
After that was the sing-a-long session, and we put on our class identity - RED LIPSTICK LIKE AFRICAN TRIBAL STRIPES ON OUR FACES! :D
Aaaaaaand, campfire! IT WAS FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN (this could go on for an eternity) Cheering like mad, and random crazy dances between every class' performance! :D Getting high with Le, Chantel, Rachel and not to forget BAOYUN & ARSON!
Class item was MADNESS, but it turned out splendid! Thanks to Chantel the Bimbo Gigi, Ronghui the Pokerface, Yingtong the Superstar, and Gen the Narrator! And not to forget the other 34 children born from Gigi and Pokerface! Hohohoho!

Last day was cleaning up the toilet. It was smelly and dank, and there was hair and black stuff all over the floor. I therefore conclude that MEN ARE DIRTY. But cleaning up was funny and fun :D

Saying goodbye was the hardest thing, but oh well, all good things must come to an end. It sucks that we can't contact Baoyun & Arson anymore ):

Can't wait for Tuesday! ♥
Happy Vesak day everyone! :D

Mood: (Bouncy)
Music: Kelsey - Metro Station

every dog has its day

2009-05-03T17:21:00.005+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY.

I HAVE CONQUERED CHEM!

SUCK ON THAT, OXIDES!

Hohoho, i am feeling terribly accomplished.

Peeeeeeeeektures from Friday's outing! (:

Still can't believe I fell twice from the circle thingo.

Okay now back to script making.

Yesterday watching the boring movie was fun :D
L9, woots.

Oh, and I hate swiney.
YOU TAKE MY DUKY AWAY FROM ME >:|

Mood: (Accomplished)

pulsars and dying stars

2009-04-24T22:43:00.005+08:00

In elect lit, Ms Praba taught us that when someone reflects on the good ol' days, it's a sign that the times they're facing now are well, like shit.
That's what I did in the toilet just now, but come to think of it, did I actually have those good ol' days that I thought I had?
Maybe it's just me and my brilliant imagination. If I could dream of Indian men holding my hand along Ang Mo Kio and random cute dogs biting my hand and not letting go in the middle of the night, why I can't I dream up such brilliant lies, to myself?
I used to think that my life was pretty averagely normal, but it seems to be crushing down on me, every second it gets worse. Crush injuries release toxins in your body, and it kills.
Maybe it wasn't meant for me to get all these things I want, maybe it's not for me to shine, maybe it's my job to be the people behind the scenes and just fade, right into the background. Cos that seems like my forte right now.
And I used to think you had my back, but now it seems I'm no longer the apple of your eye. And I'm just a rotten core, rotten to the core; worms and all.
What's this life anyway?
And who are we supposed to be.
I don't know, and I doubt I ever will. Will someone please go find the meaning of life, cos I'd rather memorize it like a formula than figure it out on my own. Yeah, I'm spoiled like that.
I'm the dying star, I'm the dark nebula, but you're the supernova. I can't stomach it, because I know I'm more than this. Or was it just self-delusion all along? It's so blurry, the line's not clear anymore.
The great temptation to retreat to my bed right now and just release it out is so huge, but all my work's forcing me to stay awake.

I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to runaway

I really wonder when my sucky secondary school life will start getting better. I'm at an all-time low - this is the pit bottom.

I really need a nice sappy romance movie, and some B&J right now ):

Listening to: Blurry - Puddle of Mudd (on repeat!)
Mood: (Crappy)

i scream for ice cream!

2009-04-21T19:05:00.004+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeee, we went to B&J's today!
And bought a large ice cream instead of queueing up in that super damn long queue.
Which is time efficient and cost effective! :D

YET ANOTHER PATTYLICIOUS UPDATE! :D

And I'm finally getting started on New Moon! :D
Feeling proud of myself.

But i haven't started chem and amath yet, damn.
School suckszxzx.

This is a complicated plot, that I can't seem to manoeuvre, at all. So I'm staying here till the ship sinks, or to let the sharks attack, or just die waiting. Cos honestly, I'm too damn tired to even think about whether I'm gonna see the next dawn.

RAAAAAH, I keep making my blog a sad place! >:|
This is bad.

English compre was suckass, I scored lower than I normally do, which already isn't that good, aye. Time to buck up and pull up my socks. Sometimes we're given them one size too small, and there's a limit to how much we can pull. But it's a matter of do or die now; if the sock can't stretch, then rip it.

Such is the cruel fate of the sock.

I can't watch tv fighting spiders/red thread/PINGPANGYUAN tonight cos daddy took out the tv card! ):
Daiyangtiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

I shall be content looking at pictures of patty, sighness.

OH YES, yesterday's drama lesson will never never never ever be forgotten. For a long long time. (Winks at Sharon)

"Goofy is the new handsome"

2009-04-18T12:07:00.004+08:00

Yay, I watched Bedtime Stories with Sophia and Mabel last night :D
I love these BOYANG moments!

I'm an elephant, and I'm so super happy that I'm one, wheeeeeeeeeeee.

AND YESTERDAY SUPPORTING RGYM WAS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN! :D
Sn trashed Raffles :D (i think)
And we were cheering and screaming like mad chickens, whee!
My throat hurts but it's alright! :D

I'm sick of putting across subliminal messages here, it's way too time consuming, and besides, whatever you read doesn't go into your perfect little brain.

Off to homework now,
and I hate doing housework, rah!

Mood: (Blah)

wide on my plastic toys

2009-04-15T00:08:00.007+08:00

Busy busy busy beeeeeeee!
Chem comp's been making me miss lotsa lessons but I guess it's quite okay.
Since I've not been blogging, I should make you happy!
By giving you aweshummm pictures of pattycakeszx! :D

(From Dossier magazine!)

Look what I saw ):

I made a I ♥ RPATTZ cake! But it melted on my way to school ):

Oh yes, please please please please please,
VOTE FOR TWILIGHT! :D

Best Movie: Twilight
Best Female Performance: Kristen Stewart
Best Male Performance: Robert Pattinson
Breakthrough Female Performance: Kristen Stewart
Breakthrough Male Performance: Both Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner
Best Villain: Cam Gigandent
Best Kiss: Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart
Best Fight: Robert Pattinson and Cam Gigandet

TWILIGHT, ALL THE WAY! Wheeeeeeeeeeee!

There's tingxie tmrw argh.

Somehow, I'm looking forward to this Friday's thingo :D
Action-packed, and full of mystery (:

Have I mentioned that I watched Twilight again today?
Never gonna get sick of that movie :D

Listening to: Make Out Kids - Motion City Soundtrack
Mood: (Chipper)

spotlight is on

2009-04-07T18:11:00.005+08:00

Today was slacky day! :D

Spent most of the time during Chinese reading Twilight under my desk hehhhhhh.

I am a slow reader, live with it! You must savour the parts, especially those with Edward okay!

I'm actually super reluctant to post cos this post will cover the previous with the gorgeous Twilight cast in it.

But what has to be done, must be done.

Destinies of Flowers in the Mirror at the Esplanade on Saturday! :D

Remember our Friday outing ah! Wheeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Add in (Claudia & Yammy)x2 cos it's a reflection! :D

Thermal camera, WOAAAAAH!

WE FUSE INTO ONE! :O

Playing with my mac todaaaaaay :D

Now, I'm back to work. School sucks, and so does an incessant headache.

(Miss you lately.)

(And I'm not supposed to.)

Listening to: Never Think - Robert Pattinson - Twilight OST

Mood: (Sore)

Temptation

2009-04-07T00:18:00.005+08:00

Supposed to be sleeping butttttttttt

I cannot resist this!

PICTURE TIME!

NOW, I'm finally going to bed.

Hope I get well by tomorrow! D:

new skin!

2009-04-06T22:02:00.005+08:00

Whee, I made a new skin!

Inspired by lj!

If only there weren't ads, aye.

I had fever todaaaaaay ):

I think cos I was caught in the rain yesterday.

Oh wellllllll!

I almost went to Raffles City, but daddy brought me to Jurong Point instead ):

Raaaaaaaaaaaaah, super star-crossed.

I'm mad over Twilight now!

And I've only finished the movie, not even the book yet, wheeeeeeeeeee!

Can't wait for the New Moon movie to come out, yaaaaaaaaay!

Now back to drama and to nurse my damn headache ):

Letian's at B&J this Saturday! <3

Listening to: Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell - Twilight OST

Mood: (Tired)

will you take it all away, will you take it all away.

2009-04-04T00:15:00.002+08:00

(Well you shoved it in my faceeeeee.)

It's all going downhill from here,
there's no turning back.
I won't go back where I came from,
and if I were enough it would never have happened.
But I guess I should've been more.
It's just the way life is,
and it'll be happening again soon.
Cos I'm just the 2nd; the first in the long line of losers.
And I thought I wasn't,
but my inferential skills were never that good anyway.

It's a wonder how I got this far,
but I know deep down there's more to go.
Life's like cca, it's so tekan, but it's so enjoyable,
through all the pain and suffering.
With everyone that's stuck by you for forever.
They're the best things to have in life,
and I know that'll never change.

I'm gonna stick through it to the end,
cos if God put me to it, He'll pull me through it.
Just a little stung, but it'll be fine after a bit.

Oh well, life goes on,
with or without this.
Just makes me feel stupid for rejecting vj.

:/

Blurrrrrrry

2009-04-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

RAH!

So far yet so close!

The displacement was like!

ROAAAAAAR.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

It's always the traffic lights that stop me.

Sometimes I wish I could stop time and just cross the bloody street.

And start time again.

It's always like that.

But why this time )))))):

Sophiaaaaaa came over today! With philadelphia cheezzzze and ice lemon tea hahah.

AND THE VJ SHIRT :D

We must do this more often yoxzxzxzx!

Today was superduper slacky!

9 o'clock (and many minutes after that) with Pringles and Kid-O! And bio with the 'muscular and hairy' anus! And the MR CHENG cartoonist! Today was a breeeeeeeze, and meeting after school with my ZBLT group was equally boss! After school, toying with Hillary's iPhone and trying to find the Japanese people; I only have LOL to say.

Hope tomorrow will be as slackerific! :D

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it to my face.

oun srawlanJ bong!

2009-03-31T22:50:00.004+08:00

The J is supposed to be capitalized ._.

That means I love you in some dunno what language. Cambodian I think.
Can't wait for international friendship day! :D
And tmrw too, hohoho.

-

Sometimes I wish I could save you,
But you don't even wanna save yourself. You can save your crocodile tears for someone else, cos I'm sick of hearing it. It's like the rollercoaster of Wendy's shoulders - here we go again.

-

PICTURES FROM TREASURE HUNT! :D
I think I look mildly decent in this.

I want the rest of the picszxzx! (Which I look decent in!)

Quizzy!

2009-03-29T14:12:00.002+08:00

Quiz. It starts with Q :D
I hit myself with a metal pole ON THE NOSE this morning. RAH. Why's my nose such an accident magnet!

The quiz's from Yammy's blog! Click!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Hahah, omg the quiz is damn true. I think the afraid of part was more of when I was sec one? But still.
BACK TO WORK!

You're the treasure that I seek

2009-03-29T00:19:00.005+08:00

Today was treasure hunt! :D
I've no pics yet, but I'll try to get them asap!
Wheeeeeeee, I was supp to be in Zipeng and Jianqiang's group but then I was suddenly changed to Olivia and Shengming's. But it was equally fun as it might have been, and plus my group was with theirs most of the time so it was alright!
Spent super lots of time with Claudia, it was fun BABY!
It was super super fun and my members were quite cute lah, all of them being younger and they were quite enthu and it was not bad. And plus the instructors and assts were hilarious and super retarded so :D
The bus ride was fun! :D
And I'm called pinky now cos of my pink socks? Lol.

We went to HQ in the morning, where I got a shock when my group wasn't what I thought it was gonna be. Then cos we needed to make group names that started with the first letter of our instructor's name - O. So we came up with OI! Hahah, cute right! Then we proceeded to Peirce, where my shoes got wet with mud. Then we went to Bishan Park to play a balloon game in which I horribly sucked and thennnnn, we went to SN! I just realised after 9 years that SN doesn't have the school logo at the front of the school hahah. And then a game at the void deck of the one of the houses, after which a guy of a smoking bunch from one of the blocks shouted OI to us. Cool right, they know our group name! :D And then lunch at yet another void deck, which was not bad, with our burgers :D Then we took a looooooooong ride from the hub stop to Pasir Ris, which was super super entertaining and fun! :D Hohoho! And then we went to Pasir Ris park, where the ants started invading ):

I hate sitting on grass, it's horrible knowing that ants crawl into your butt but you can't do anything about it ):

Then we had to eat the stupid watermelon which we lugged around the whole day! Gross shizz, the juice kept flowing down my arms rah. And then was prize presentation - my group won most enthu! :D And after that all, I GOT IN THE FACE WITH A SOCCER BALL -.- RAH! Like watch your balls hello. I swear my nose is deformed now, and it's still slightly swollen and painful.

The barbecue had a competition which we WON! Hahah, it was not bad lah, except for the freaking perv that shouted 'baby!', then 'xiao mei ah, xiao mei!' at us. -.- get some balls man.
And then I waited with Claudia for her mom for pretty long and staying thirsty and trying to quench our thirst with poifull! Then I cabbed (CAB! :D) home with Kristel, Brenda and Melody. Tsk, I know y'all laughed at me sleeping >:/ But nevermind, I made y'all wait so. :D

Hohoho!
It was fun fun funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

I love you St John's deep down in my heart

Miss you already ):

What can I say?

2009-03-15T23:25:00.004+08:00

Thank you; for all of my secondary 2 and 3 life I've thought of you as someone I can really trust and I told you so many things I don't think I should've but now.

It's all come to a slow and painful halt, and I don't want to stop but things've changed.

You've taught me a lot, and you've made me a better person. But if this is the way it's gonna be then I can't do much about it either.

Maybe when this all blows over I can let you understand but now it's screwing up over and over again.

I don't remember last year being so dramatically overloaded.

It's supposed to be a happy day.

Well at least dinner at Pizza Hut's was.

Oh Lord what can I say
Im so sad since you went away
Time time tickin' on me
Alone is the last place I wanted to be
Oh Lord what can I say
Oh Lord what can I say

come on and talk to me now

2009-03-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Come on, talk to me; I want things to go back to the way they were before.

Feeling this nostalgia, all the memories flowing back; what if the dam breaks?

Tomorrowwww, not really looking forward to it.

And I'm falling sick! D:

But at least I saw the panadol to my fever today :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

It was a happy ending to a sucky day!

thankyouverymuch.

2009-03-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

Thank you, I am abundant of thankful feelings.
That was just the perfect cherry on top of a sundae of a shitty week.
Thanks man, totally.
You should just totally get what I want, and get it and you're just the best ever, and you just totally get it cause everyone loves you, and they just really think you deserve it man.
Wowwwwwwwwwww.
Tyvm to the max.
I love you, or maybe I don't?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm, I don't know but I am just so thankful.
THANKS!

shits and wits

2009-03-07T00:25:00.003+08:00

Today was a day.
It was not very good.
I got B4 for Chinese.
That's a good thing.
And I got C5 for Amath.
That is not a good thing.
There's assessment tomorrow.
That is not a good thing.
I'll be going out with Mabel and maybe Addie tomorrow.
That's a good thing.
My knee hurts like mad.
That is not a good thing.
I haven't polished my boots.
That is not a good thing.

Aye, the days passing by are devastating and they drop on me like brick after brick, and I can't even recover from it. The next week is beginning to prove like an even worse week, though it's not passed yet. Sometimes we just need to chin up and block out the things that hurt, but then we bleed because we don't have a shield.
It's times like these that make me wish that I'd not given up my place in VJ, but I'm not so sure about that too.

I love this more than anything, and it's why I came back, so why am I feeling like it's draining all of me, like I'm not worth anything and that all that I do is coming down to nought?

Even if I leave you now
And it breaks my heart
Even if I'm not around
I won't give in
I can't give up
On this love

You've become a piece of me
Makes me sick to even think
Of mornings waking up alone
Searching for you in my sheets
Don't fade, away

Love you, deep down in my heart <3

wounded

2009-02-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

My leg has a fricking big wound, but at least it's healing now. I just randomly fell on my way to school, like so cool rightzxzxzxzx, yeah.

My previous blog post was so long ago! It's been almost a month already and so many stuffs have happened that I feel so uninclined to post at all. Argh, school work's piling up like a malfunctioning conveyor belt, and my brain's screwing up amath and every other subject, especially Chinese. Being in a smart class doesn't really make you smart anw, it really unboosts your morale.

Ugh!

I miss the days where I could talk to you without shame because now, you're just really disappointed and I don't know whether I should even say anything because I know you're pissed and sad at the same time, I'm sorry ):
So I just shouldn't talk at all.

Everything's spiralling outta control like the lignified cell wall of a xylem vessel! Okay, at least I remembered some crap from the crap bio test. 75's not enough, I must do betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I think the cells are gonna lose turgor pressure and then they'll all just wilt but I'll water the plants and give it fertilizer but be careful not to overfertilize if not then it'll just wilt again.

Life's pretty crappy and I'm wondering how much worser it could get, but I realise this was the exact same thing I thought last year and this year's definitely shittier than the last. Forshizzzzzzzzz.

Kay, I'm going against my better judgment and hitting the sheets now. I really wanna stay up late and just heck school but, I can't.

Things aren't going the way I want them to and I know I'm gonna be a failure, because this and that's not gonna be what I wanna be and nothing else's gonna save me.

The fact that my IC picture looks like a weird constipated Cabby doesn't help at all.
And my pencilcase is wet from the rain.
And this is the first period I've had that I dared to eat ice cream during it, yay?
And xianyuchaofan is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Happy Belated Ash Wednesday! (:

break over and over

2009-01-28T20:46:00.006+08:00

D: haven't posted in so long!
Wow, 15 days.
So much has happened, too fast too soon.

Cny's over and I kept $32 of my shockingly big sum of angpow money :D I was supposed to keep $20 but what Daddy doesn't know won't hurt him righhhhhht? ._. I feel bad but oh well!

And trainings have been the same old same old, but I don't remember it being as noisy as when we were NCBLAH (♥)

POC's cominggggggggggg! It's in sn which is a bit spoil mood? :/

and I haven't lost my weight supposed to make me hotTER.

So much work to do! And I just recovered from my flu and cough, raaaaah.

Sec ones coming on Friday :D D: :/
Dilemma over the smiley to choose but let's just wait and see.

Tomorrow's a holiday, and for now instead of being a complete studynut like the rest of my classmates, I shall spazz over FT ISLAND!

Everybody say it with me!

F T I S L A N D ! ♥

Are you swooning? Yes you must be!
In case you're not, I shall make sure that you do.
Here you go, you're welcome in advance! :D

Don't you feel so delightfully refreshed and awakened by this sudden burst of cuteness?
Yes you are.
By the way, FT Island stands for Five Treasure Island.
I don't mind being stranded on a Five Treasure Island with the Five Treasures! :D

I want smileys on my blogggggg but it's super damn troublesome tsk.
And blogger kinda sucks >:| But i'm lazy to moveeeeee.

Mummy's cooking meesiam.
Did I mention my parents' Titanic moment?
Bet you don't wanna hear about it cos I'm equally grossed out as you would probably be.

Went back to VJ that day to sign the form!
It was freaking celebratory mood, and I went back to sn and it was like.
A major drop in the festive moodness.

Still pissed at that pudgy fat man.
And I wanna murder you so I can get a new one since you're probably gonna murder us back next year when we take our O's tsk.

GRAHZXZXZXZXXZ.

I shall attempt to do my all-the-way-up crunches in the morning like Claudia Seah who doesn't need to do it but hahah.

:D

Today is a lonely day cos my pardnerrrrr ain't here!
But English was boss cos heeeeeeeeeeee :D
I've to get 3 signatures on my Math paper cos I didn't get it signed today -.-
Tsk!
And Chinese sucked my balls cos I got 54.something for zuowen ):
How am I to take Chinese O's. R A H H H H H H.

Kay I think this is getting too longwinded like SOME PEOPLE (cough,m.s.,cough) so I shall inject some pictures here, yay!
Oh btw, like the blogskin? :D Heeeeeeeeeee!

Look at my yummy class deco! :D
We used coke cans for the fire crackers thing!
Green Clubzxzxzxz!
(Sidetrack: Some sec one girl drew on our pretty whiteboard with permanent marker so whoever you are, I DON'T LIKE THAT YOU DID THAT TO MY BOARD OF FAITHNESS! >:| )

COW IS WOW!
(Lovingly painted by loving me :D )

Happy 15th WifeyIfey!
Hahahah it just rhymes.
Anyway this is so belated but better late then never :D

Meet The People at Kebun Baru! :D
It was DA BOMBZXZXZX yo! Hahah!
And porridge and doing the impossible math question!
Mode 2 2!

Okay randomness.
Byebye!
Tomorrow will be a day of M I R A G E :D
Physics project, rah.

Oh yeah, before I forget.
DUE TO POPULAR DEMAND (cough,onlyclaudia,cough)
CLAUDIA IS DAMN CUTE LAH OMG!!!!! O:
Your font size and type is the same as FT Island's. Honoured?
Yes you are :D

Toodleywoodley! :D

Training Uno!

2009-01-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

Yay, first training today! :D

Wenjie, Rita, Joanna. Whisperwhisper. Tsk, stupid plain white keys!

And bakua with Mabel after training ended! :D It was worth the $2.50 yo!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! Can't wait for Thursdaaaaaaay :D

I hate the feeling when I slouch or walk around.

Everything bounces and I feel like a mammoth.

Jigglynesssssss.

disturbed!

2009-01-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

I am so disturbed by my rubbishyness today that I cannot do my homework!
In an attempt to cheer myself up I shall cheer! :D

X SPEAKS THE MUSICA,
COMPOSITA RHONDA!
OOPS, COMES VILLA!
WITH HIS ZOOMBAZA!

And if you change it, :D

X SPEAKS THE ___________,
COMPOSITA ______,
OOPS, COMES _____,
WITH THEIR _______!

SCANDAL, SCANDAL, SCANDALOUSSSS,
SCANDAL, SCANDAL, SCANDALOUSSSS,
SCANDAL, SCANDAL, SCANDALOUSSSS,
SCANDAL, SCANDAL, SCANDALOUSSSS!

:D

Ss is boringness!

I AM CHIONG AND I LIKE GRASS! :D
Popular paper sections rocks cows!

what am i doing

2009-01-10T19:57:00.001+08:00

I am such a failure.
I can't even carry you;
I can't even shut my bloody mouth;
I can't even stop complaining;
I can't even pretend to be un-tired;
I can't even bring them to cooperate;
I can't even help anything;
I can't even do anything;
I can't even stay down for long;
I can't heal my freaking back;
I can't stop doing stuff wrong;
I can't stop embarrassing myself;
I can't do my best;

I'm sorry.

Because You Live

2009-01-06T16:12:00.004+08:00

Aye, everything at home is so dysfunctional.
I don't understand why you must be this way.
Can't you be more mature? 3 more decades' worth of life experience should make you, but you constantly prove my hypothesis wrong.
Maybe someday I'll understand why the Lord wants me to lead this life.
But for now I don't ://
Praying helps (:

Whee, this is fun! :D

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
The Wind Blows - The All-American Rejects

Hahah, so random and cute. Like me! :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Believe - Josh Groban

Uh, no commenttttt.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leave Me Alone - The Veronicas

This is so apt :/

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Traffic - Marie Digby

I don't exactly intend to be in the traffic police! O:

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Crush - David Archuleta

Huh? Hahahah okay.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Candy - Mandy Moore

Yay I'm so cute and sweet! :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
No One - Alicia Keys

Um?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
My Love - Westlife

Hahah, :D

WHAT IS 2+2?
Four Minutes - Madonna Ft. Justin Timberlake

OMG THIS IS SO VERY COOL! :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Fresh Feeling - Eels

They give me a fresh feeling?
Like toothpaste? :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rise Today - Alter Bridge

This sounds ... very wrong.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
What Can I Say - Brandi Carlile

Hahah, my life's been so short and full of cuteness, WHAT CAN I SAY! :D

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hey Mickey!

WTF HAHAHAH.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Learned From You - Miley Cyrus & Billy Ray Cyrus

O: OMG HAHAHAHAHHA SM! <333333333333333333333333333333

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Start of Something New - Zac Efron & Vanessa Anne Hudgens

I'm cool and new.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Jenny - The Click Five

So will I even get married since first I say I do, but then I say I don't? :D

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens

Say okay to what! O:

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Lucky - Britney Spears

Yay I enjoy being a lucky star! :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Almost - Bowling For Soup

o_O

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Catch Up With The End - The Naked Brothers Band

Awwwwww ):

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Fighting - Yellowcard

HAHAHAHHA I AM SO COOL.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Closest Thing To Crazy - Katie Melua

:/

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Carry Me Home - The Hush Sound

Cos nobody can? :D

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Dummy - Emma Roberts

):

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Headstrong - Ashley Tisdale

So? Will I?!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Ain't No Stressing - Montana Tucker, Sikora, Denial

No stress scares me... Hmmmmmmmm.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The River - Good Charlottle Feat. M. Shadows & Synyster Gates

The river likes me?
WHAT ABOUT THE VILLAGE BY THE SEA!
HAHHAHHAHA :D

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Cruella De Ville - Lalaine

Change her gross suzie-esque skunk hair.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
I (Who Have Nothing) - Jordin Sparks

):

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

:D

YAY! :D
Claudia, Yammy, Yumin, Hannah Lin, Fishhy, Marie, Jemie, Moksy, Stairway, Betty!
Nehnehnipokpok!

first day of schoolio!

2009-01-02T23:03:00.004+08:00

Whoosh!

The first day of school passed by so fast!
I'm in 3 faithness! :D
HAVE A LITTLE (3) F A I T H !
And I'm sitting beside Duan Xiaofan (:
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ms Dawn Lim's my form teacher, and yayyyyyyyyyy I got Mrs Koh Ming Hwee for math! <3
I may have to go down to ICA to make my IC though D:
And everyone gave me the ?!?!?!??!? look when they saw me hahahahha.
Nehnehnipoopoooooooo.
CCA's next friday! And I got new Chinese tuition on thursday! And CCA fair's next saturday!
Whootsietootsies!

Okay this is freaking random and rah!
I am hyperly hyper! :D
I can't wait for lessons and council stuffs and class stuffs to start!
2009 FTWWWWWWWWWWW! <3

coming home

2009-01-01T14:24:00.004+08:00

I am not going to vj anymore :D :/ ._.
Heh.

Anyway, Lim Yumin left for Aussieland yesterday ): I'm gonna miss you, Platinum Sink! You must come back often to clean my toilet bowl if not there will be lotsa fungus and weirdly coloured stuffs in it, then you won't poop in it anymore. And you must bring home your Aussie boys for us to inspect before you proceed with anything! :D Heheh. And hope you enjoyed your multiple New Year's day countdowns on the flight there! And hope that you'll be safe and sound in Aussieland, and maybe you can learn surfing! :D And impress your A/S/S when you come back :D ASS, lol! Okay I've alr said what I wanted to say in the letter so, take care baby! ♥

( << Suzanne & me! :D )
Went for the Dharma thingo PD at Expo on 27th and 28th :D
Nothing much happened, so it was quite boring. On 27th the first aid post was right next to the giant speakers, so it was damn loud. And then on 28th, some woman fell down in her shower the night before then when she went for the conference, she had concussion and was giddy and vomited. THEN, BRENDA AND I (plus the ambulance driver) BROUGHT HER TO THE HOSPITAL! :D It's damn cool! :D :D :D It was quite short cos the hospital was quite nearby, but still! :D Freaking cool. It was what should have been my last PD (but not anymore) and we brought her to the hospital! :D :D :D
Quote brenda "tell suzanne i miss her c cup boobs", lol!

Happy 2009 everyone! :D
Bet you people will be damn happy, cos I'm not leaving for VJ anymore :D
And bet you people will be damn sad, cos I'm not going to VJ anymore :/

Dilemmaaaaaa

2008-12-30T01:05:00.002+08:00

Dilemaaaaaa!
Trying hard to go back where I started, but it's so much harder than I thought.
Should've just said no to begin with.
Aye.

Pd the past 2 days! :D
It was damn fun, first day with the fangsheng thing and Jianqiang's stupid stories. Curse you and your toilet!
Second day with suzzzzzzzanne and joey and d&c, teh! The chanting was not as bad as the first day cos the fa post moved further from the speaker and they chanted less! :D
I got damn high around the end of the pd, whoosh!
YEH YEH SAPOLEH! KUCHI YEH YEH KUCHI YAY! :D

Time to sleep now!

Hope my formal letter writing's good enough to pull this off. :/

we've only just begun

2008-12-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

BN ENDED!
I dunno whether to be happy or sad but well, at least it's over.
The only bad thing's that there's no more ______ and _________ and ______ for 48 days! :(

We've only just begun to live,
White lace and promises
A kiss for luck and we're on our way.
And yes, We've just begun.

Before the rising sun we fly,
So many roads to choose
We start our walking and learn to run.
And yes, We've just begun.

Sharing horizons that are new to us,
Watching the signs along the way,
Talking it over just the two of us,
Working together day to day
Together.

And when the evening comes we smile,
So much of life ahead
We'll find a place where there's room to grow,
And yes, We've just begun.

And I keep thinking about leaving and the more I think about it the more I feel like calling VJ and telling them I don't want IP anymore. And the more I think the more loser I feel cos I'll no longer be a cadet and I'm not even an ex-maam or anything. And the more I think about it the more I feel everyone's gonna forget me and I'll just be walking out of their lives, forever.

Sigh. Those stupid 2 hours. I should've listened to Daddy and called and said no from the very start.

It's just too late to regret now.

not a whisper

2008-12-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

I am so bored and nervous for BN that I can't sleep.

So I am extremely fidgety and energized that I danced the campfire item.

RAH.

BN HURRY COME NOW NOW.

I am Jane and I love to ride an elephant

2008-12-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

WTF RIGHT.
Hahah yeah :D
Anyway MY AWESOMEESTSTTSTTESTSTSEST GROUP Nightcrawler and Sabretooth met up today to do the campfire item! :D
It was freaking cool!
Cos we were dancing below the MRT tracks at AMK and there were so many random people staring at us hahah.
But whatever, it was so worth it cos our dance is freaking cooooooOooooo0o0o0o0o0l!

Deep in the jungle,
In the land of adventure, lives tarzan

oo-ee-oo-ee..
I am Jane and I love to ride an elephant

My name is Tarzan, I am Jungle-Man
The tree-top swinger from Jungle-land
Come, Baby come, I will take you for a swing
Lets go honey, I'm Tingling

Tarzan is handsome, Tarzan Is strong
He's really cute and his hair is long
Tarzan is handsome, Tarzan is strong
So listen to the Jungle Song

Oo-ee-oo-ee..
I am Tarzan from Jungle, You can be my friend
Oo-ee-oo-ee
I am Jane and I love to ride an elephant

When you touch me, I feel funny
I feel it too when you're touching me
Come to my tree-house, to my party
Yes I'll go if you carry me

Tarzan is handsome, full of surprise
He's really cute and his hair is nice
Tarzan is handsome, Tarzan is strong
So listen to the jungle song
[repeat]

Go cheetah, Get Banana
Hey Monkey, Get Funky

When I am dancing, I feel funky
Why do you keep ignoring me?
Tarzan is here, come kiss me baby
Oochie coochie, kiss me tenderly

Tarzan is handsome, Tarzan is strong
hes really cute and his hair is long
Tarzan ia handsome, Tarzan is strong
So listen to the jungle song
[repeat]
And so they got funky, but will Tarzan have Jane?
Stay tuned!

It's so freaking sick and gay and wrong but whaaaaatever! :D

Went with SophiaRinDeRu this morning to Wheelock to get her phone and my Adidas stuff.
Then we bought the Tangs Market chicken, yum! :D
And we went to Army Market and bought $1.50 black socks when we could've gotten them at $1.

Rah, camp's in 2 days' time!
Freaking scared that I'll screw up and embarrass myself :(
Never been so afraid beforeeeeeeeeeeeezzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

At least I can see you :D

Need to go pack again, rah!

twenty three

2008-12-15T13:31:00.004+08:00

Aye, changed the skin a little again.
Cos I'm so boredededed!
I just had Smarties Ice Cream, :D

Don't Tell Me The Truth About Love is, to my dissatisfaction, boring.
Wtf, how does a professor die by seeing a young couple making love?!
Heart attack? It's so ridiculous.
I really don't get it.

Aye, maybe I'll read it again after camp!
Three more days!
I bought Dettol Daily Hygiene Talc hahahaha :D
"Helps protect against Germs that cause Body Odour"
I wonder why the Germs and Body Odour is capitalized.
Hmmmm.

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

EXAMINATION WHOOSH!

2008-12-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS EXAM.
I CAN DON'T LOOK AT THE NOTES ALREADY.
AM I HAPPY?
YES I AM.

:D
And Kristel just showed me a picture. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, thank you! <3
:D :D :D

I banged my head on some Esplanade shelf. Luckily it was after exam if not,
Well then I may not even have remembered my METHOD! :D
Observant, Tactful, Resourceful, Dexterous, Discriminating, Persevering, Explicit, Sympathetic! <3
HEEHEE.

And stupid Bugis sells retarded jackets that are so thin I wonder what difference they'd make. Oh well! And I've learnt not to walk long distances in slippers cos they just make your feet hurt a lot.

Whooooooooosh!

I am devastated cos,
I realise that,
after this whole thing is over,
I'll never ever ever ever ever ever ever be able to ever see you ever again.
Whereas my lucky friends can,
If they go,
Yeah ):

WELL AT LEAST EXAM IS OVER! :D

Not So Silent Night

2008-12-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

Rah.
I can't stand my eggy hair.
I look so gross in it :(

Anyway, yesterday was Not So Silent Night! :D
The music was awesome and the skit was veryvery funny! :D
And Samantha is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
She drowns in the sea of band people, haha.

RAH. BACK TO STUDYING :(
Tmrw, it'll all be over.

I WANT MY PRETTY HAIR TO GROW BACK AND STOP BEING SO EGGY :(

Anyway, whilst my hair attempts to grow back,
take a look at this hotness!Are you drooling!
YES YOU ARE!
:D

friday night beneath the stars

2008-12-11T22:59:00.005+08:00

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

:D What a nice song!
Went to Ikea just now to get some prezzies :D
And walao, I hate you Kristel Tey Hui Shi >:( I'll make you jealous someday too! :D

Haven't finished studying, dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I can't keep my mind on studying, it keeps wandering off.
Maybe I should get a leash.
Rah.
See like now, I'm posting when I should be studying and making my notes.

:(

and i know everything about you,
i don't wanna live without you.

i'm only up when you're not down,
don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground,
it's like no matter what i do.
you drive me crazy half the time,
the other half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true.
and I'M ONLY ME WHEN I'M WITH YOU!

see how bored i am!

2008-12-11T17:06:00.002+08:00

I AM SO BORED THAT I:
1) Fell in love with Circus and Womanizer, which happens to be damn nice!
2) Broke out dancing in the study room - not a good idea cos the study room's filled with chairs.
3) Ate dried and sugared winter melon.
4) Pestered Daddy to bring me to Ikea.
5) Made a Xanga account.
6) Decided to abandon the Xanga account.
7) May actually go back to the Xanga account.
8) Changed my skin.
9) Changed my Bluetooth name.
10) Watched an iCarly episode that I've watched a gabinosomcsamuellion times.
11) Posted about how bored I am.

SEE?!

FLAGNESS

2008-12-11T11:36:00.003+08:00

Yay, went to make the NIGHTCRAWLER flag yesterday with Sophia, You Li, Amira and Zhaomin and Fida :D
It looks freaking nice! :D Cos I designed it :D
Studying for exam now, walao.
I'm studying Brigade Regulations now and it only seems semi-interesting cos you taught it :D
So bored.
And I look like a bald egg now cos Daddy cut my hair too short. *!&#*^@$"!@#!&^@#>
RAH! Hope it grows back in time for exam/camp!

sorry grass!

2008-12-08T14:35:00.002+08:00

Saturday and Sunday was BN Course! :D
It was kinda fun and boring :/ and tiring too but well!
Rah, totally no mood to study for exammm ):
But at least I can see you again :D :D :D
Heh food court :D and 88 :D

Rah it's raining now and I feel so sian and I wanted to go jogging but what the heck.
And I haven't even gone to collect Don't Tell Me The Truth About Love and haven't even done the retarded questions and haven't even revised anything.
RAH.

my loves

2008-11-29T11:35:00.005+08:00

An empty street,
An empty house,
A hole inside my heart,
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how,
I wonder why,
I wonder where they are,
The days we had,
The songs we sang together (oh yeah).

And ohhh.. my love,
I'm holding on forever,
Reaching for a love that seems so far,

So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue (dblues!) to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green (veggies!) to see you once again,
my love.

I try to read,
I go to work,
I'm laughing with my friends,
but i can't stop to keep myself from thinking (oh no)

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
the days we had, the songs we sang together (oh yeah)

And ohhh.. my love
I'm holding on forever, reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue (dblues!) to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green (veggies!) to see you once again,
my love.

To hold you in my arms,
To promise you my love,
To tell you from a far
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue (dblues!) to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green (veggies!) to see you once again,
my love.

I put my iTunes on shuffle and this song played first thing.
This one song out of 3232 others.
This song that describes my love for you right now.
All of you.
And I'm gonna miss y'all when I leave.
So you better not cry cos you know I'll be back.
And you know I can't live without you.
You were my first loves and you'll have a special gigantic room in my heart that nothing else can replace, no matter how cool VJ will be.
You brought me up when I was down; you never gave up on me.
You told me not to cry; you spoke up for me.
You hid me from seniors when I cried; you made me laugh even when I didn't want to.
You went for recess with me; you made fun of weirdos with me.
I love you.
All 16 of my squaddies, and all my seniors.
And though I'm having major muscle ache right now, I'm wishing it'll stay forever.
Cos I never wanna forget this last DTC with all of you.
<3
But don't worry, I'll be back.
I'll be back for more of you, and I know you can't get enough of me.

:)

Dtc, dtc!

Minicomp was screwed, to say the least.
Sorry I didn't give my best and help y'all more. I feel so regretful now but y'all have one more year to buck up kay. And don't go complaining about blacks and blues ever again.
I got neatest group again. That's 2 years of neatness. Mmm at least I know I'm neat. -.-
Outdoor cooking was fun! :D
And so was night trail :D Rachael Pung makes a good ghost cos she very freaky. But then again she's not cos she so 'pung' (nice smelling in dialect) that can smell her from miles away :D
KRISTEL WAS DAMN SCARY TOO.
Thanks for the prezzies <3 I'll keep it forever and I'll use your pung soap so that I can be as pung as you hahahah. (I HOPE I DONT GET RASHES) And the wooden blocks very cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
Oh and campfire was so lame omg! My bunk was so lameeeee and the thingo was damn damn damn lengchang. Hahhaha and sophia and esther were damn cute! And so were mabel and claud! :D And yumin and yammy! And JOLENE!
JOLENE IS FRICKIN COOL! SHE'S SO POSE-ISH! :D
Hahah and Jocelyn and I finished a half watermelon by ourselves :D

I want dtc all over again ):
And I don't want bn to come! D:

zip bam boom!

2008-11-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

CLASS CHALET YESTERDAY WAS FUN!
It was kinda empty, ulu and weird since SJW was there D:
And he stayed there alone the whole night, the whole chalet, only him D:
We played Xbox, where I took over Sharon who was 2nd then plomped it down to last, argh!
And, talking to ESTHER NATH YEO!
It was super fun and lovinglyyy nice, love you forever!
Haha, i give you the same small blue italicized font you gave me! :D
I'll miss you like mad pork, do you know! We must continue talking like crazy nuggets okay, love you ttm!

Yupp, Hannah Lin and Genie Yama, y'all are very mean! Tsk. KICK YOUR LEG AH.
I hope I don't screw up, aye. The last thing I wanna do is let you down. ):

Argh today was so retarded, like pencilcase window shopping o_O MABEL TAN I LOVE THE BROWN POLKA DOTTY ONE :D

Zomg, stop zhendui-ing me (damn it my English is super sucky now). You are so mean.

Sucks like lolipop

2008-11-19T15:00:00.004+08:00

I changed the skin! :D It's Christmassy now, which is kinda early but too much Christmas is never enough!

Aye, I dunno what to do for training alr. I feel so useless and so alone and so damn tired.
Nothing much is going right these days, and I'm feeling more and more guilty and regretful about leaving.
Ended damndamn early today cos only peisi and I were there. And nothing much to do :/ Get well soon Jocelyn! <3

I got new Adidas for next year! :D
And today we played with the stupid plastic ball in the room, wheeeee :D
And squad lunch was not bad, except for the mussssssshy rice ): Clauseah should tell the auntie to use overnight rice :D
Argh, why can't blogger have smilies!

Can't stop thinking about leaving and missing everyone ):
Finding my refuge in neopets now, whoosh.

I Can't Wait!

2008-11-12T12:53:00.003+08:00

As much as I'm reaaaaaaaaaally gonna miss st nick's, VIP is pretty exciting too!
I'm gonna get new shoes! :D
And my class is 09V12!
Anybody in 09V12?
I don't even know anyone in my class, other than 2 sn girls that I heard were in my class.
Graaaaaah.
I'm totally procrastinating writing goodbye letters cos goodbye seems to be the hardest to say right now ):

And my books were damn ex too! The physics book was $69.

Grah okay I'm gonna go watch SPONGEBOB now before trng aye.
I'm such a lousy leader.

Au revoir!

The Last Goodbye

2008-11-10T10:36:00.002+08:00

I suck at goodbyes.
Bye SN, bye 1 Truth, bye 2 Justice, bye SNSJ, bye Veggies, bye friends, bye teachers, bye council (fuck lah i just got the damn shirt).

Hello VJC, hello brown uniform, hello uncertainty.

:'( I will miss SN like mad, even worse than when I don't get to eat/sleep and get cranky.
Squaddies and classmates and councilmates and teachers, bye.

:'(

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(2x)

GOT NO MOOLAH.

2008-11-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

MONEY.
Seriously, the whole damn world revolves around money and without money it'll stop turning and we'll all just die and I am going to soon cos of this money-less situation and I can't do anything and I'm just gonna be a loser sucker for life cos of this plight I'm born into.
MONEY.
I hate money but I know just as well that I can't live without it either and I can't stand it cos it's the lack of it that's making me so miserable now but then again I hate it.
Grah, wtf am I saying.

YOUTUBE EXPELS BOREDOM!

2008-11-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MOKZ AND ESTHER! ♥

It's Peanut Butter Jelly Time!

And the YELLOW WOMAN WITH A SUPERWOOFER IN HER VOICEBOX.

I LOVE YOUTUBE-ING WITH MOKZY AND ESTHERRRRRRRRRRRRR! <3

Go youtube and search for American Idol Worst Auditions, and Peanut Butter Jelly Time and and yeah! :D

Oh and I Love The World by Discovery Channel is nice too! :D

Not Down and Out

2008-10-28T18:11:00.011+08:00

Why, oh why you wear sunglasses in the home,
When the sun went down about an hour ago?
Why, oh why you wear sunglasses in the home,
When the sun went down about an hour ago?
Life should not be that way.

Yeah, life should not be that way, and I'm gonna change it; and I'm not gonna let it fall; and I'm gonna stand up cos it's just an abrasion and I can just wash it with soap and water and it will heal overnight; and it's just too early to tell whether I can make it or not; and I know I can make it, cos I am strong and I'm one tough cookie; and I have to help y'all; and I have to make this happen, cos I've been wanting to for far too long to let this go; and I will strive to be like you because you believed in me; and I know that I can do it;
CABBY FTW!

Haha okay that's so damn retarded but I think it's so cool though haha. I'm gonna keep your words in my head forever, cos this will never happen again (:

Godma, I'm so sorry I never went to visit you before you went home and I'm gonna pray for you and help out at your wake. You were the life of parties but now you're gone, it's only 3/4 of the 4 aunties left! I still have my confirmation next year Godma, oh what to do! But it's okay, I only need the memory of you in me and I'll wait till I see you again. It may be 20, 30, 50, 60, 70, maybe 80 years? But it doesn't matter. Rest well, Godma! At least your pain is over, and rejoice now because you see the Lord in His heavenly abode (:

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX IS DAMN NICEEEEE! It's been playing on HBO these few days and I just can't get enough of it. I'm gonna read all the books again and watch all the movies again even though I'm Catholic and this is like bad but it's so interesting and it's just a movie, AND RUPER GRINT IS SUPER CUTEEEEEEEE! <3

Okay off to help out at the wake now, bye!

dance inside

2008-10-23T20:10:00.003+08:00

Whoopedoodedoo! (:
Today I took my council picture and I look really weird. Really really weird.
And then training blahblah.
I'm gonna do the National Youth Achievement Award thingo so it better give me the 3 points at the end of O's if not I'm gonna complain till I get my money back! Omgosh, I wanna go for OBS argh.

I also want to be a NATALIE BRAND MAGIC TOWEL! It's small and compact but when soaked in water, it expands WOAH-LY to become super damn hugeeeeeeeeeee and cool! It has many pretty patterns and comes in all sorts of shapes and colours :D

Oh, this morning in Translation, the CNA reporters came! So cool yeah! And they took some footage of me trying to translate some stuff hahahahaha. I was just reading off the computer screens cos some kind souls already typed the english version of the chinese clip down. Whee! And Marie had the mike strapped on and stuff and she said 16 million as 1600 :D And the reporter asked for her name and Marie later squealed about the reporter TOUCHING her! Fishyyyyyyyyyy o_O

Oh, I need $97 for the Adobe Creative Suite 3.3 Web Premium - MOE Pack. We only need to pay 13% of the original price (UP: s$769) for *drumroll* ... Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended, Adobe Dreamweaver CS3, Adobe Flash CS3 Professional, Adobe Illustrator CS3, Adobe Fireworks CS3, Adobe Acrobat 9 Professional, Adobe Contribute CS3! Seven Programmes! Whoopie!

Tomorrow! >>
Workout / Training / Slack around somewhere / Jog / Memorize notes / Come online / Play neopets / Plan how to earn or save $97

Okay now I need to go memorize notes. Aye, bye.

On my Poddie: Dance Inside - All-American Rejects
Mood: Cold, from the impending rain! (:

Masturbation Is The Root of All Evil

2008-10-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

Oh, haven't posted in so long!
I changed the skin again :D It's pretty Miss Audrey Hepburn now, and some weirdly cool star background.
I'm devouring my banana split now, yay. Daddy rocks. Aye, he found out about the Indian Dance money. He totally doesn't trust me now, always checking with me what I'm doing with my money. Sigh. Stupid stupid stupid me.
Tomorrow getting subject combi options. RAH. Why, didn't I put in more effort! Complacency is the root of all evil! Aye, if only I had worked harder, done better; I wouldn't have to worry so much now.

Enrichment week was fun!
We had translation and SEXUALITY EDUCATION, by Mrs Gurung. Have you any idea how much that woman rocks? She talks about sex and dating like mahjong and poker! Wow!
She's been sexually harrassed, and the guy showed her his dick like saying 'wanna suck?'. And she exposed that to the entire world. Hahahahaha. I LOVE YOU MRS GURUNG!

And then we had alumni camp! :D First night was reaaaaaaaally messy cos of unprecedented changes and obstacles but of course, the 25 guardian angels fought their way through the dense jungle and came through unscathed! :D It was quite sian though cos the lights were all turned on and obviously they can see us walking to them and they weren't given the tension of surprise. Teehee, drama terms at work! Sigh, 2 years of drama wasted cos I'm not gonna continue it anyway.
The next day we went out for excursions, each of the 6 groups to 6 different locations. My group went to the Tan Kah Kee exhibition at the National Library, which was pretty damn cool! There were rare books and semi-rare books and whatnots. Those people reaaaaaaaally treasure their books. And then we went to some place where they asked you "If you had $100 what would you do with it?" and you're supposed to press some button once but the ever-spontaneous us spammed the damn thing :D I wanted to make one 7777 but i pressed one extra and it became 7778! GRAH! Then I made a lot of noise and the stupid security guard came and scolded us :/ Then he asked us what school we were from and someone said 'Toa Payoh' :D
When we came back we made food - Kok Tzai! We called it Cocksai cos it's funny but it's so delish cos it's like mini curry puffs with peanuts in them :D
Oh, and we're gonna be treated to Marche by the alumni jiejiemen cos we were good facils :D

Did you know next year we're gonna learn about CYBER WELLNESS during CME? :D I can't wait. So what exactly is cyber wellness? "Cyberwellness is a holistic term which encompasses not only concerns around safety and security online, but also considers people's psychological and emotional well being, along with stage of development with specific regard to the range of issues that may affect children and young people in their use of new mobile and internet technologies."
And I figured that money isn't the root of all evil, but rather, MASTURBATION! Cos those people who masturbate turn to porn and yadayada and it may lead to sexually related crimes and such. So I urge you my fellow(wo)men to NOT MASTURBATE! It's a sin anyway, cos it's really selfish and you should stop pleasing yourself and start pleasing God!

Today we had practice for Council Investiture. I don't wanna dance! Can't I just stand at the back and be a tree or something? I can hold my arms up really well and I can sway to the beat! Arghhhh. Poksai.

Okay gotta go memorize nursing/digest my banana split/listen to Taiwanese TV/try not to fall asleep.

Tata! ~

I want to be your girlfriend more than protons need electrons

2008-10-04T13:51:00.004+08:00

:D
I watched The House Bunny yesterday with Sophia and Esyong.
It was so hilarious! And pretty sick too, and there was this whole row of guys sitting in front of me.
Yucks.

Anyway, it was one of the best movies I've watched :D
You should go catch it. Plus, there's a hottie in the movie, so if you're not happy with the plot you can just look forward to seeing him.

Tada!
Tyson Ritter, yum ;)
Kat Dennings is really spunky and uber cool too.

"The eyes are the nipples of the face."
"I'd like the mahi mahi but could I only have one mahi cause I'm not really that hungry"
"I want to be your girlfriend more than protons need electrons."
The latter's so cute and sweeeeeeeeeeet!
And Tyson Ritter is just so cute and adorable and hot.
What a combination!

I tweaked the skin a little again.
Grah, I screwed Math.
Aye, I should give up my dream of getting where I wanna go.
Cos my best is not the best and what I do is not what to do,
Tugging on the string too tight,
It will just
Rip,
Tear,

It'll
f l y a w a y ;
Then we'd never be able to capture it,
No esc button, backspace, ctrl + z,

Then we just carry on
Without what we thought we'd always have,

S a n i t y /

Cause you are the brightest star
I'm in love with who you are
And you are the brightest star
I'm lost without your love

Screw Yourself

2008-10-01T09:03:00.003+08:00

You're not my family, not my home.
It's just an accomodation, just a money resource.
You just love to raise your voice,
And you think you have the right to fucking shout just cos your day was stressful.
Isn't everybody's?

Go screw yourself.

Wayanggggggg Love <3

2008-09-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

I LOVE DAWN YANG.
HAVE I EVER MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE DAWN YANG?
SHE MAKES ME FEEL SO SPECIAL! :D

See! She is so damn pretty!
xD

Heheh. But she really makes me feel damn pretty.
Cos everytime I look at her and compare myself with her, I feel prettier and prettier.
Her nose is damn slanted.
It is just damn slanted.

History and Geog was screwed!
And I witnessed the most horrific scene ever - My mom running out of her room um.
Well, she wasn't very clothed.
And neither was my Dad.
And he pulled her back in.
I think some things are better left unsaid, eh?

Would you rather:
1) Get caught by your parents screwing with somebody, or
2) Catch your parents doing the dirty deed.

Tag meeeee!

Okay back to slacking with Lailai!
<3

Million to one

2008-09-20T09:24:00.003+08:00

Yay I'm finally fourteen! :D

Barbecue later, I totally can't waitttttttttttt <3

I heard there was a surprise for me O:

Teehee!

How did i get here
I turned around and there you where
Didn´t think twice or rationalize
Cause somehow i knew
That there was more that just chemistry
I mean i knew you were kind of into me
But i figured it´s too good to be true

I said pinch me, where´s the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before i get use to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can't believe it
You're one in a million

All this time i was looking for love
Tryna make things work that weren't good
Enough
Till i thought i'm through, said i'm done
Then stumbled into the arms of the one

You're making me laugh about the silliest
Stuff
Say that i'm your diamond in the ruff
When i'm mad at you; you pull out your velvet
Gloves

I feel drunk but i am sober
And i'm smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can't believe it
You're one in a million

I feel drunk but i am sober
And i'm smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can't believe it
You're one in a million

& i'm desperate for You

2008-09-16T18:03:00.004+08:00

Oh no, I really cannot resist this!
Yesterday, during RE, some people presented something about St. Pio of Pietrelcina.
You must go read this!

On wiki and Padre Pio Devotions!

I love God!
I've never exclaimed this before ._.
But really, it's extremely cool.
Bilocation, perfumed wounds, everlasting life in God, who could ask for more?

Okay back to work!
Lovelovelove,
Cabby

P.s! My birthday is in 4 days' time ;-)

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your Holy Presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very Word spoken to me

CHORUS:
And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your Holy Presence living in me

CHORUS
And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm lost without you
desperate for you (x4)
lost without you (x3)

I'm lost without you
I'm desperate for you

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm so lost without you
And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm lost without you (x4)
And I, I'm desperate for you

- Breathe ; Rebecca St. James

No need to say goodbye,

2008-09-15T19:50:00.001+08:00

Yesh, I am currently on a

HIATUS.

Time to accelerate to full speed for the exams.
I may come and blog if I could, but most days it never happens.
Don't miss me!

May be back for more updates, so watch this space!

Lovelovelove, Cabby!

Pheziks!

2008-09-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Pok physics!
I don't understand a single volt/ampere about phezikkkkkkkkkz.
Why's my natural talent for physics gone? :(
I know the brick walls are there for a reason but I'm but a girl! How am I to break cement!
:(((((((((((((((((((

Study session with Sophieyaya and LohLaiLai was hmm, productive!
Y'all suck lah okay. I'm never letting my phone get raped and violated again.
Study session tomorrow with Marie and Erina! Geeeeeesh, I hope I get some work done.

THANK YOU RACHAEL PUNG FOR YOUR PAPERS <3

Okay back to convex lens and parallel voltage resistor pangsai.

Burning Up For You, Babayyyyyyye!

2008-08-30T23:47:00.006+08:00

I just realised that the html of my post on Monday is screwed.
The font of the stuffs after Lailai's itchy song is so small on IE.
Oh wells!

Yesterday was a very artsy fartsy day. Which basically means boring ._.

But in the morning Ngu Wen En my awesomestestest desk buddy gave me a box of 10 deco tapes O: and a Cadbury Boost and a super-nice-i-dunno-what-name chocolate and a ferrero and some dark ferrero. Like wowwwwww. Love you wenen! And I didn't even get you anything ._.

In the morning we had some talk by someone who performed in Temple, and she was talking about the history of Drama in Singapore.
History (Sethywethy) + Drama (The Drain) = Jo's 2 biggest lovers! :D
But yeah anyway it was kinda boring.
And then at night we watched a play called Reservoir about some deserted shrine that is supposedly a national historical landmark thingo, and they have like the ashes of Japanese emperors buried there O:
So cool lah!
And the graphics of the play were like wow, superb. Like just amazing.
But then when it came to a plot and all that, it just really fell flat cos I TOTALLY SWITCHED OFF COS I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Maybe I was thinking too shallow-y but yeah they should make it understandable okay.
And the actress came out WITH A TIGHT TANK which is like a sports tank thingo WITHOUT A BRAAAAA! So sick lah. Show off her nips only. Tsktsk.
And what's with the whole artsy fartsy thing. Why must everything in the arts be about being abstract and disgusting and so inferential. I do enough guesswork in school and I so do not look forward to doing that when I wanna relax! On my way home, on Amanda's lovely car with her lovely Mom and Dad, her mom was talking about the Arts Museum and them in a vain attempt to be more artsy, they displayed a bottle of urine.
If that's art, then I must be a great artist too.
U r i n e .
So like everything's art now? I mean it should at the very least be aesthetically pleasing right! I really can't stand it.

Today I went for AGI.
Damn tired from it!
But I'm so happy I didn't fall out :D
And Mel's fainting was damn scary. She didn't even have the time to react!

The zone 3 (i think) 1st contingent commander damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

After the whole thing ended we went to vivo for dinner at The Asian Kitchen. It was like so ex, but the food was okay and the portion was quite big. We wanted to go to B & J, but then Sophs Claud and Esyong had to go alr :(

On my way home with Yammy and Yumin, we saw this.
What an atrocity.
The guy was showing off his undies! Cos he bent down and the whole shebang was sticking outta his skinnies. And then Yumin and I laughed a little too loud so I guess he heard then he adjusted a bit but then a LUMP of underwear stuck outta his butt.
Gross lah.
Show me your underwear for what. If you're trying to seduce me, I'm so not seduce-able. And dirty blue underwear belongs in the washing machine, not in your pants.

Okay I think I'm gonna go sleep soon.
Tomorrow starts my studying week! :D
Hope I'm successful.
Nightzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrum! Check! Drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrum! Check!
Bumbum! Bumbum! Bumbumbum!
:D

Shouldn't Be Doing This!

2008-08-27T21:56:00.003+08:00

I should totally be doing my math homework now.
But then just now I peeled skin off my butt.
You have no idea how frickin painful it is right now.
I'm sitting on my raw butt. Like ow.
But luckily Mummy bought Soov Cream to give me antiseptic pain relief! :D

Anyways, today was a test day that should never have been :(
We had Pheeeeeeziks and Dramabanana all after recess.
Physics was killer cos I didn't really study and couldn't retain any information. Like my head is a broken bucket and I'm trying to hard to fill it with water but then it just keeps leaking out anyways.
And I only started on Drama like last night at 11pm! But it was not as bad as I thought it would be :D
I sang Gimme More. Heehee. It was embarrassing like shit but oh wells, I hope I can make the grade!
And it dragged reaaaaaal long and then I had to go for tuition.

Quote of the day: Fats are friends!
Yupp! That was from Yorklyn's skit thingo.

And tomorrow I had baozhangduhougan so I need to finish Math homework which everyone had already done last week but I think I left my textbook in school so I kinda have no way of finishing it tonight, and we just got new homework today.
Grah!

The new version of Mozilla Firefox is sexyness!
Oh yesh, everybody use Blackle!
It's like the Black version of Google and it can help to save energy!

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

Somebody Scratch Me!

2008-08-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

I know, you see
Somehow the world will change for me
And be so wonderful

Live life, breathe air
I know somehow we're gonna get there
And feel so wonderful

I will make you change your life
These things happen all the time
And it's all real
I'm telling you just how I feel

So wake up the members of my nation
It's your time to be
There's no chance unless you take one
And it's time to see
The brighter side of every situation
Somethings are meant to be
So give me your best and leave the rest to me

I Know
This time
To raise the hand that draws the line
And be so wonderful
Gold and sunshine
I know somehow it's going to be mine
And feel so wonderful

Show me what you can become
Here's to dreaming
Everyone
And it's all real
I'm telling you just how I feel

So wake up the members of my nation
It's your time to be
There's no chance unless you take one
And it's time to see
The brighter side of every situation
Somethings are meant to be
So give me your best and leave the rest to me

Leave it all to me
Leave it all to me
So make it mine and see it through
You know you won't be free until you

Wake up the members of my nation
It's your time to be
There's no chance unless you take one
And it's time to see
The brighter side of every situation
Somethings are meant to be
So give me your best and leave the rest to me

Leave it all to me
Leave it all to me
Just leave it all to me

Leave It All To Me - Miranda Cosgrove

Okay finally updating after a reaaaaally long time.

Anyways.

I am in great itch now.

I need like calamine lotion cos I'm in a great calamity.

And I need to calm down

I was sick practically the whole of last week.

Tuesday night, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday.

And I had diarrhoea (I CAN SPELL IT! :D) from like friday to saturday.

I think it was partly cos of my cramps and all that but I'm not too sure either cos cramps don't exactly make you shit before, during and after bathing, do they?

And then cos I kept having to clean my bottom with rough tissue paper, my ass like tore lah.

Then now it has two very painful abrasions that don't seem to be healing.

And my anus hole is damn itchy.

Okay yeah sorry for graphic terms but I feel I have to rant about my state of itch cos it's simply unbearable!

I'm so tempted to rebathe NOW at like 11.45pm, close to midnight.

I dunno.

Grah.

Everywhere is itchy!

My face, my head, my hands, my legs, my down there, my butt, my ear!

ITCHY GIRL!

HI I'M CABRINI! ` rose english lesson. (live, laugh, love) ;6 says: (10:49:06 PM)

sighhhh

(R) HI I'M CABRINI! ` rose english lesson. (live, laugh, love) ;6 says: (10:49:09 PM

)i'm itchy girl :(

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

IM AN ITCHY GIRL

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

in a itchy world

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

scratch my buttock

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

got ABRASION

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

you can rub my ass

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

cos its itchy everywhere

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

life's so itchy

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

its annoying

(R) HI I'M CABRINI! ` rose english lesson. (live, laugh, love) ;6 says: (10:53:00 PM)

HAHAHAHAH!

[c=18]LAISUM <3>

COME ON ITCHY LET'S GET SCRATCHING

LAILAI IS PURE GENIUS! :D
Anyway today after school we went to Pepper Lunch!
Cos the student meal is cheaper than usual even though it's called Mini Pepper Lunch. I don't find the portion very mini leh.
Sophia Fishhy Lailai and Me went to Pepper Lunch and we talked a lot about my bestfriend! :D Teehee!
And we did lotsa retarded stuff that are -censored-!
And then Sophialin had to go :(
So then we went to Artbox to look see and then we went to Plaza Sing for Daiso!
Everything $2!
What a wonderful place to work at.
And it's a conducive learning-2-times-table environment yknw.
The cashiers just go 1, 2, 3, 4, while counting your items. Then they just mentally multiply it by 2! How wonderful! :D
I bought stuffs for Teachers' Day!
I bought like mini spoons.
I have no idea why, but it just looked cute. And $2 leh! Who can resist lah.
I didn't bring enough cash today, if not I would've bought some candy and the giant cups of jelly they sell there at Daiso.
They are so damn giant and fragrant. I swear I could just pour the whole damn thing down my throat. Yumyum! n 3 n
And throughout the whole time I wasn't actually thinking about my itchy butt.
Wonderful lah!

Oh shit, I just realised I have lotsa of homework I haven't completed. Damn it.
And tomorrow is a "holiday" but holidays at St Nicks' are never really holidays.
Which teacher actually is nice enough to make our holidays holiday-ish!
Grah.
Physics test on wednesday, screweddded. :(

I'm gonna change the skin soon! :D

Phew!

2008-08-12T00:20:00.001+08:00

Finally completed the stupid Math Portfolio.
Alas!
The consequence of procrastination.
Never learn from me :]

Nightynight now.
Christian Bale is sexayyyyye! <3
The Joker is imprinted in my mind.
Grah!

Why so seriousssssssssssssssss.

Starts Another Big Riot!

2008-08-07T23:01:00.005+08:00

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me wanna run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But, love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We - we could have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
as if this could last forever

Love remains the same

Love remains the same

Heheh.

Hey, I'm like. Back. Like, finally.

Heeeeee.

I think i was just damn lazy to type out my daily happenings.

I'll trytrytry to up keep this blogggggie! :D

But I give up on the smileys lah.

It's like finger suicide.

Yknw those suicides, run up and down the court - FINGER STYLE.

So many stupid codes to add here

and there

and here

oh, i missed a spot!

Yeah, I think you get the point :]

Anyways, now's like minicomp training period.

Valerie, Jocelyn, Hannah and Peisi! :]

Mmm.

Training's always retarded, especially with Annie & CPR, cos you need to like put your pinky at her nipple xD

Then that V-person and H-person wanna laugh but like got gold in the mouth then don't wanna laugh! :D

Like horny, hahaha.

So Moira, blahh.

HONKAYYYYYYYYE WHY YOU LEAVE ME, I'VE LOVED YOU ALL ALONG :'(

Today's training was, funny, to say the least.

Aiya my group wasn't there but I helped people to train! :D

Grah, and I still cannot remember commands -.-

And nursing!

FANNY KEEP LOOKING AT MY NAMETAG, tsk fang di!

Haha then she said she not looking then I said then why you keep looking there, looking at my nehneh ah.

Heheh.

I'm so humorous, I know I know -curtsies-

Oh and Erina and Megan came over today to bake the cakeyyyyy! :D

I'm saying this cos no one reads this spider-web-congested place and it'd be safe from some eyes, ie Saacha :]

Grah. So many people leaving from Justice League.

We so better get that free chalet at the end of the year, or that GHEY is gonna diediedie! >:|

Moira, Saacha, Lailai, Lilin, Ah Beeeeee, Ectrina Gan.

Oh my prettypretty babies, why you all leave me!

Sigh!

The cake is very nice!

It was actually made from a cake mix from Betty Krocker, Angel Food (white).

We made 3 layers then the cake's gonna have cream too! :D

How eggggciting.

Oh and the cake mix was so easy to use.

Like the mix, water, a mixer,

1 min & 30 seconds,

voila!

The batter's done!

And each layer only took about 30 mins to bake which is really cool.

Haha, okay I'm crazy over baking heh.

It's been so long since I last touched the oven!

Haha, Megan & Erina were calling me Cooking Mama.

The game's fun! But the one on the phone is super boring.

Grah, my green Adidas longsleeve is getting stuffy now.

Heheh, I got 3 free Adidas stuffs from my mom's customer now :D

This green longsleeve, a colourful polo, and a blue & navy jacket!

I think they're defected or like sample products but either way they're nice! :D

Tomorrow is National Day celebration! :D

I'm actually looking forward to it, heh.

They put up signs cordoning off roads leh! That is super cool.

And Mrs Goh went to the Mac's near school to talk to the manager, lol.

And the portable toilets are gross.

Maybe I'll have to bring like a plastic bag to contain my urea.

And urea comes from AMMONIA!

And today during English I learnt that some animals keep water in their bodies then they have extremely concentrated urine, lol.

I got B4 for Chinese.

Again.

I think even if I get A1 for eoys it'd only be pulled up to like B3? Or A2.

Grahhhh.

Eoys coming so soon!

I think I can't get into VIP even though I kinda wanna go, but I can't bear to leave this lesbonic school after 8 years in it :/

And my squaddiessss and seniors.

Haha, why am I even thinking about whether or not to go when I haven't got in, tsk!

Pray for me yes! :3

Safarisafarisafari <3

I love Safari even more than my longtime lover, Firefox.

I'm moving on to where the pastures are greener! :D

Safari is a fast, free browser for OS X, and is quickly becoming the de facto browser on the Mac. While it only runs on OS X 10.2 or later, it's a sleek little browser that comes with all the niceties: tabbed browsing, popup blocking, and other excellent security settings that ensure that your online time is worry-free.

- From BrowseHappy.com

Bjork is like, the love.

She actually looks nice in some shots.

And she's got that, frail white gonna die, oh save me, knight in shining armour - look.

And today during Music we were in my class I dunno why, and I was chionging Math homework heh and Sophialin predicted that Ms Foo was gonna come over and say 'I'm not your maths teacher' and true enough, she DID come over and she said "I'm not your maths teacher or your science teacher or your whatever"

I hung my head down but the minute she turned away we laughed damn silently.

Haha, retarded moment #10292074394612854823791839182 :D

Daddy bought me jelly beans for tomorrow's National Day celebration thingo. :] And chipster too.

Haha this post is long! :D

Post soon! :D

Sayonara! :3

So Long Sweet Summer!

2008-06-16T11:19:00.001+08:00

JUNE HOLS ARE GONNA END SOON!
Wow! It has been sooooo damn long since the previous post!
Updates on some recent stuffs!

PRIMARY SLC!
It was superduperfun!
Group 5 the Incredibles! - E & C, Rina, Jeanette, Valencia, Yasmeen, Joey, Genevieve & Dilys!
They called Elissa (the other facil) and me E and C cuz apparently our names were hard to prounounce.
I thought it was gonna be damn boring but it definitely proved me wrong! The SLC tee is super cute too! And the primary kids are the bomb. Guess how they spelt my name? Cabbinnate, teehee!
The 5 C's! - Care, Character, Competency, Consistency, Commitment!
We had a skit thingy for the 5 C's, and my group did Character, and I was like jumping in the middle in front of all the primary kids jumping to the tune of 'Low'. Yeah, it was 'Crank Dat' at first. Haha, I think I've already earned a reputation.
Denise (Neo)'s so frickin funny! She sang Apologize and then went around saying sorry sorry sorry sorry, haha!
And all the councillors were so nice! My booklet thingo is full of signatures and emails!

YCS EXCO CAMP!
Ah! One of my loves, camp!
This camp was tsupertduper funnnalicious! :D It was so much better than all the other camps, one reason being cuz we were with all our close friends so it was more like a 3 day long bonding session, and we ACTUALLY learnt something from it.
Adrian showed us a video called Indescribable by Louis Giglio on the first night and it was like, wow. It made me feel so insignificant and significant all at the same time, because of God's indescribable astronomical grace.
Video Here
My group was Ben, Van, Fergie, Justin, Felicia and we are the GROUP THAT ALWAYS WINS! :D Like seriously, we were winnnnnning so many things! Other than the totally screwed Epic Movie thingo which we crapped, and Ben was Borat and Van was Paris Hilton and Fergie was Sanjaya Malakar and I was like, wts, Barbie.
"Hi I'm Barbie and this is my boyfriend Ken."
The next day we had some amazing race thingy, running all around HIHS finding stuffs. We were actually the last group to finish the first clue but guess what! We caught up and came in first!
Flower and Yokeling idiotically weren't there for the 2nd day, but I amazingly pulled through without them. Ha! In your faces!
After the camp ended, we went to go watch Narnia. It wasn't that good, surprisingly. I was so disappointed.

Okay a lot of things happened after this I think, but I can't really remember much, cuz it's been so long already!

JTC!
Jtc, jtc, jtc! What can I say!
It was tiring and fun
I was in Armani with Melody, Weiling, Esther, Joanna, Andrea, Valerie and Grace!
We won the games in the end, cuz we rockkk! Melody was best group cadet (or something like that)
I won't forget JTC 08, SN LA'MOUR!

SMILEY OVERLOAD! Hehe, the smilies are cute yeah! I'm so gonna continue using them. KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY SMILIES! They're not mine but still. I got them from this uberuber cute website called Bouncy Bubbles. Click!

Last night I went for steamboat opposite Novena Church after serving 6pm mass at SFX. Poops man, if I'm late again, I'm gonna get a demerit point. Anyway, the steamboat was only $18.90 per person and it was buffet style! But the catch was that 15% of the total price would be charged if there were any food wastages. It was pretty cool, cuz there was teppanyaki and barbeque, AND steamboat too. There was tom yam soup as well!
We wanted to go watch a movie after that but, surprise surprise! Golden Village doesn't have midnight movies on Sundays! That's just nutsssss.

Happy Belated Father's Day, Daddy!

Ooh, I'm gonna do Laisummie's quiz!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Yupp, that'd be what I'd do (right after bawling my eyes out, but hush!).

2. What kind of people do you dislike?
People that lie to me, mostly. But I try not to dislike, cuz everyone has their flaws

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
A white wedding! In a beautiful church! And a perfect white dress & black tuxedo, with pink and purple flowers and pretty flower girls and boys! And a long black limo too!

4. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God.
But after Him, it'd be my family, friends and studies. Yesh, VJ.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Tall, dark and handsome
I don't really mind anyone, as long as he really loves me.
Like Romeo and Juliet, yes!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Oh! I could wait for him for a lifetime. But it's just a matter of whether I want to or not, eh.

8. If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
Move on, nevernevernever break up a happy couple!

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, gaining weight. And that giant bruise at the back of my calf which I didn't even know existed! Oh, and holiday homework too.

10. Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
God, and camps, and SLC and my family and friends.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Twenty-four, flirty, successful!

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
God, my family and friends.
And the VJ people that are to decide my fate.

13. What feeling do you hate the most?
Empty feelings, and not-being-loved feelings.

14. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
It depends, if the marriage was on the rocks or not, and if I was sexy or not.

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Turn off my alarm clock.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Maaaaybe. But wouldn't it be kinda scary to risk making someone your everything, knowing that if you lost him, it'd be kinda equivalent to losing your everything?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one that loves me more, or the one that most deserves my love.

18. What do you think Heaven is like?
I have no idea, but God is really awesome so I presume Heaven is too.

19. Have you ever found someone so irritating that you want to just throw them into the slime pool?
Haven't we all?
Take my brother, for instance. If I actually had the chance to throw him into a slime pool everytime I got annoyed with him, the world's gonna run outta slime!

20. What would you do if the world was going to die in one day?
PRAY!

Hehe, that was a fun quiz. I did manymany quizzes on Blogthings just now, but I'm kinda lazy to put them up here.

Okay maybe just one.

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

Shit, I realise the smilies stop animating after awhile. I'll go find some replacements soon!

Okay I'm gonna make birthday cards now, cuz I'm going for chalet! ARANDA HERE I COME!

(Sms me if anything, cuz I'll be away for 3 days.)

Tata! ~

Music: Sweet Tangerine - The Hush Sound

The Luckiest

2008-04-15T21:18:00.005+08:00

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday

And I know
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?
And in a white sea of eyes I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door theres an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know thats a strange way to tell you that I know we belong

That I know
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
(The Luckiest - Ben Folds Five)

What a beautiful song.
If I could sing it to you,
:/

These few days have been busybusybusy!
I feel so bad for always almost falling asleep during lessons.
Especially during Mrs Nath/Mr Teoh's lessons.
They're so super nice but I just can't keep my eyes open.
MEH!

Hehehe, prize presentation today was funny.
And Rinderu & Esther were talking about the crunchy thing.
Haha, I keep thinking it's crispy.
And the um, mispronunciations by Mr Tan.
Hehehe.
Hilarious.

Today we got back our Math test! D:
I got 80% but I lost 5 marks to carelessness.
80% and 96% have a very very big difference.
It's just like primary school, where I'd lose like 15 marks due to carelessness.
But like they say, old habits die hard! :D

Then I stayed back after school to check all the spelling books for like an hour.
But at least I had Sharon for company.
"My Sharona!", Lol.

We went to the tau huay shop yesterday for Macs, cup noodles and tau huay.
With Lilin and Marie, who are not in this picture because it's so nice with that purrrrrty girl in the middle :D
Hehe!
I only realised yesterday that the McNuggets student meal costs as much as the McNuggets happy meal, and it has two more nuggets.
That's unfair.
But at least I got my yoghurt.
Haha, Lilin ran into some weird auntie at 7-11.
She accidentally brushed against the auntie's arm/back then the auntie shouted at her "Mei you li mao!" or something along those lines
O:
It's accidental, lady. (Ms Swan says:) You need'a take a chill pill.
Haha, then Lilin purposely spent more time at the tau huay shop just to avoid the auntie at the bus stop.
Poor Lilin! :]

I am, the luckiest.

Tata! :D

The New In Bloom

2008-04-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

Yay I made a new blog. I was kinda tired of the old one, and I think I was just tired of the skin but who cares anyway.
Supersatisfactory sounds supercool and supercalifragilisticsomethingsomethingsomething. :D
It was made by Mikey, when he was about to KO.
And when he was arguing about how brain cells cannot regenerate.
WHICH I STILL DO NOT BELIEVE.

The picture says: "The sexay 'youwantme' person!"
I found it in Christine's diary.
Yay, my new Chinese sitting partner says I'm sexayyyyye :D
Which I, of course, am.

Yesterday was kinda tiring, but fun.
I was supposed to go for dental appointment at 10.30 and leave school at 9.30.
Daddy even emailed Mrs Goh asking for permission to leave after common test.
But I just had to forget about it totally.
I guess I was focusing too much on Drama, lol.
Daddy waited for me for 1 hour at the gate D:
I still feel damn bad.
But the dentist asked me to go after school at 3.15 so at least I didn't miss yet another appointment.
My braces are now yellow and black, but the black is so transparent it looks gray.
I cabbed there, and took a 1 & a half hour train ride back to school.

We were having PT, the NAPFA training thing.
It was quite fun and kinda tiring.
Even though I was there for like 30 mins only.

(Zomf, that girl is damn irritating.
She is so !*#(@&#*%@(#!)#?@#!:']|!@!*(^#@#!~;`)

Then after CCA was the buffet thingo.
Retarded Rinderu couldn't go :(
Mr Choo is pure hilarious.
Mr Choo: Hao chi ma? (We were eating the buffet food)
Claud, Esther, Mabes & Me: Hao chi!
Mr Choo: Hao chi then must duo chi, if not will become bai chi.
Haha, I think that was the funniest thing I've heard in a long while.
The jelly was so yummy!
But the uncle was so stingy, he was hiding it from us >:|
Claud had to leave early cos her momma was waiting already.
So we sent her down to the Ave 2 gate.
Then on the way back, I tripped on the stairs, and the fork Esther was holding dropped.
We screamed.
Then the uncle turned on the lights, and we screamed again.
Then we ran all the way up to the MPR with Esther clutching onto our arms. XD
After we left school, we walked all the way to AMK Hub :D
I decided not to go home and go to AMK Hub then take a bus home from there.
Lol, so retarded, I know :]
We planned to buy nacho cheese and sit at the fountain like BEANZ always do :D
But Mabes' auntie was calling already so she had to go :(
Esther and I bought bubble tea and departed.

Thanks for sharing, my dearies.
BEANZ will never end <3